Hate That I Love You So.

Fu*k. Damn. Sangat geram. Sakit hati.

I called him And it's on waiting. Called again. Still waiting. And again. And again. Texted him. No replied.

Susah sangat ke nak angkat call i tu kejap? And say like "Sorry. I on the phone. Kejap ye. Will call you later." Or just reply the sms.

This scene goes about half an hour. Sakit hati gila. Rasa mcm nak menangis pon ada. Terbakar gila hati.

Then he picked the call.

R: Hello. U ckp ngn spe td? I called sampai tak boleh angkat. Sms pon tak reply.

N: Kwn i.

R: Yela kwn u. Spe?

N: Kwn la. Tau la kwn. Tak mungkin your mom nak call time mcm ni. Aish.

R: Spe? It is a he? Or a she?

N: Perempuan.

R: Spe? Q**a?

N: Hmm.

R: Damn.

Sakit hati gila ok. And she is his past. I'm his present. So what? Should she or I to be focused on? Mmg la boleh je ckp. Bukan tak boleh. Ok. Fine. Kwn. Tapi boleh kan explain. Just let me know. And what the hell is she calling him at 1.oo am? Siang2 xboleh call ke?

Yang lagi menambahkan sakit hati ialah he get angry at me. Nak marah2 kat i. Padahal dia yg buat salah. He should at least apologize to me. Instead, marah2 plak. Tak patut langsung. Biasa lah. Org yg buat slh mmg mcm tu. Kir nak cover la apa yg dia dah buat. So marah2 org lain balik. And benda yg plg tak boleh terima he just letak phone mcm tu bila i tengah marah. Bukan nak say sorry. Let alone nak pujuk i.

Aish. Nasib. Tu la, sapa suruh lembut hati sngt? Kan hari tu dah buat decision. Dah final. Tapi still repeat the same mistake.

If i could ever turn back time.

p/s: What should i do? Am i that stupid?

-Azreen-

Nuffnang

Ada tak siapa2 yg reti nak letak Nuffnag ni kat blog? Saya dah daftar. Dah try post pon code dia. Tapi still tak berjaya. Mcm tak jadi langsung. Boleh tak sesiapa yg rjin dan baik hati tlg saya? Please. Sy pon mahu menjana pendapatan juga. Thanks ye.

p/s: Tolong la sy. Please.

pp/s: Rindu awak.

-Azreen-

*The strory*

Well, here goes the stories on my Birthday. 2 April 2009.

Case1:
The first thing when i woke up in the morning. OMG! My left eye is very red and bengkak. Sakit mata. Xtau kenapa. Bangun2 je mata dah mcm merah menyala gle. Tak tahan. Sngt la pedih. Dah la sekejap lg ada presentation DSP. Adoi. Malu la mcm ni. So i just letak eye drop sket then siap2 pegi kelas mcm bese. Tapi at last, mata tu baik dgn sendiri nya. So sopan la u my mata. Mata Merah di Hari Lahir. Hehe. Boleh buat tajuk lagu.

Case2:
Siti punya purse hilang. Maybe she misplace the purse. Sbb sangat la kelam kabut nak pergi presentation kan. Dah tengahaari baru perasan yg purse dia tak ada. So after a very deep thinking, she realize that she left the purse behind at the library. I teman Siti pergi library and asked the abg library yg kacak. If ada org kasi purse tersebut pada dia. And he said NO. Oh sangat sedih. Then kami balik rumah. Tapi few hours later, abg library tu call balik and he said ada org dah pulangkan purse tu kat library. And the name is Hafis. Tak tahu la pulak Hafis mana kan. Btw, thanks to Hafis and Siti's purse was finally jumpa. Suma complete dlm tu. Tak ada satu pon yg missing.

Case3:
The DSP Presentation went very well. Org lain suma kena tunggu likes 2,3 hours utk turn present. Tapi kami punya group tak sampai an hour, dah dpt turn. Sebab? Panel tu kesian kat Birthday Girl. Haha. Joking. Sbb group kami ada Izad, KC and Luqman yg sangat pandai menyelit. Best la u guys. And our presentation i think tak sampai setengah jam pon. Org lain ada sampai nak dekat 40 minutes, 1 jam. En. Rahmat, panel tu sngt puas hati and mcm tak ada soalan dah nak tanya. Sbb kami buat dgn baik sekali. Haha. Btw, thanks to the team mates: Eny, KC, Izad, Luqman. Moga kita semua dpt markah penuh. 15%.

Case4:
So after classes and all, we went to so-called celebrating my birthday la.Pergi mkn goreng pisang and mee soto. Sangat sedap ok. Siti, Ruby, Amal, Kechik, Pinky, and of course la me. Dah penat mkn2, gossiping, gelak2 kami pon balik rumah. I bought my self a gold shoes as a birthday present. Hehe. And also dpt this Bantal Mr. Bean as a present from them. Thanks to all. Love you. Muaahxx.

Present from them. Thanks kamu semua.

I got my self this gold shoes. I loike.

Hidangan.

Siti and Ruby darlings.

Pinky, Kechik, Amal.

Me with the darlings.

-Azreen-

It's your Birthday Sweety.

So today is my 22nd Birthday. Happy Birthday to me. May all my wishes and dreams come true. May i get all the blessings and the happiness. May i were rich by love. And money also. Hehe.

I wake up very early in the morning. And Mama called me. Wishing me a very Happy Birthday. And she said: Kakak bukan kecik lg. Kakak dah dewasa. Aish. I'm growing too fast. Sekejap je. Dah 22 tahun.

And after this I'm heading to the class. Getting my presentation well prepared. Wishing me all the best and good luck.

p/s: Semalam sebelum tido, dah dpt 1 virtual kek. Looking forward for the 2 kek that been promised :P

pp/s: Emiey called and said Happy Birthday. She said she's leaving to France this 13 April. Oh. How I miss her. Hope to see her before she's leaving.

Birthday Girl,
x.o.x.o

-Azreen-

Presentation on my Birthday!!

This week sangat2 busy. Padahal esk birthday sy. And i get presentation on my birthday. wth. Sangat xbest. This Friday: Test Micro P. Next Monday: Test DSP. Full Report economy,DSP. Power punya assignment xkira lg. Aish. Banyak betul kerja. Nak pergi celebrate birthday pon xsempat. Sedih betul la. Terpaksa la tangguhkan niat tersebut. Aish.

In two weeks times lagi dah study week. Pastu final exams. Then dah start cuti sem. Ingat nak keje lagi mcm masa cuti sem lepas. Ada sapa2 nak offer sy sebarang pekerjaan dgn pendapatan lumayan?

p/s:Xpe. Ada orang janji nak kasi sy 2 kek. Hehe. Love you.

Muaahhx.

-Azreen-